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One of my neighbors would say my house echoed. In a way it did. It embodied the vastness of the soul.

I would honor it with fresh flowers and weekly cleanings. I knew that even though I was struggling to pay the mortgage that I needed to give it a makeover. As my vibration raised, the home had to raise also. If not, it could not support my body during my next phase. It didn’t matter what it costs. If I felt to spruce it up, I did it. I would ask my universe for the money and did what I was shown to do.

I would put it into service. I no longer needed an outside office space. My home was a place where people could come and raise their vibration. Sure, some people would not want to come in. The space was to much for them but I never took that to heart. The space would be there when they were ready for it. Everything about me was in service. When I say I gave this journey, everything I had. I did.

No matter what the price of it would be. I was on a different mission now. I was striving for something beyond the human existence of fear and lack. I wanted to go beyond the normal everyday way of thinking. This journey will do that. It pushes you past every comfort zone you have. There is no off switch. The energy was mine to break. Until I did, then I would remain stuck between the life I had and the life I wanted.

*****2026 Annette**** I wrote this in the middle of 2019. I still thought I would be able to get the money to keep the house. I called for it every day. I hoped and I wished. I cried. I screamed. I gave up and then “tried” again. I can look back and see now that the money was never coming to pay my mortgage. I remember thinking what did I do wrong. I was losing everything.

What I did not understand then was that the space was not big enough for my next phase. I had to be forced to sell, get what money I could and walk away. I felt like a loser. I started this journey to have an amazing life by human standards (that was the only standard I knew.) Now 6 years in, I had lost my job, my savings, my home, my boyfriend and my friends. It was all gone. My human life was over. I was walking away with enough money for a few months. After that I did not know and part of me was terrified.

The bottom line, if it is not highest aligned to your journey it’s not going to happen. Period. It doesn’t matter if you require $10 to make it happen. You won’t get it. Trust me. I know. On the other hand if it is aligned and you need $8,000 to make it happen. You will get it.

More on that to come…..

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That is not to say that I didn’t get outside. I did. There was a loop around my community that by the end on 2019, I would imagine I had walked five thousand times. In deep clearing years, I would walk it five times a day. In those days, I didn’t want to be the house by myself. I was not at the point to do that and embrace that space. I would escape outside. It would clear my head. I didn’t realize at the time that nature was raising my vibration and getting me through those tough days.

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****2026 Annette *** The one thing that stands out to me here is when I wrote I was not triggered anymore. It would be more accurate to say that the stuff that use to bother me didn’t. But I will say the years to come would bring more triggers but of a different kind. But we will get back to that.****

I had to hold the highest timelines in place for myself and others. I could see what was possible when I was asleep. I knew those realities were out there. I had to hold those energies in place inside myself. I was the key to activating them. The person in the reality did not matter. I would do the reality with someone at some point. It would be the person that would match my energy. They would match my commitment level. I was done over compensating. Those karmic debts had been paid. There was no reason to play in those things anymore. I was past that now.

****2026 Annette*** I was not as far past it as I thought. Remember we don’t go back we go deeper. Little did I know that 2019 was not so much the end of some things but the start of bigger/deeper things!*****

If I said my dream world was amazing that would be an understatement. It was more real than the physical reality. Sometimes it would be confusing to decipher what had happened in the waking state and sleep state. That is what happens after a while. There is no separation between the two. Realities start to materialize quicker than before. I no longer have so much stuff in the way. I was in a different place.

I would love to hear about other people’s dreams about me. It showed me what I was doing in other dream spaces with other people. It would also show me my energetic vibration. It was fun to keep up with my dream self in someone else’s reality. It would clue me in on what they were trying to anchor in. I sat in many bars and talked to people about their dream state. My universe would always bring me someone that needed assistance whether it be a person with a repetitive dream or a person that claimed they never dreamed. So many that said they never dreamed! The dreamers would find me. Even the “want to be” dreamers would find me. It was always when I needed it. I found over the years that assisting others would help me focus on something else. Which aided me when so much of my human life was falling on top of me. I learned that assisting others made me feel better.

Embracing the dream space is the easiest thing I ever did. Once I gave up trying to interpret what things meant, it was more enjoyable. I didn’t have to understand everything I saw. If I saw a timeline I liked, I would do everything I was shown to do to anchor it in. I respected my dream state. I honored my dream state. It was a place of complete honesty within myself. It didn’t need to be analyzed and dissected. That was the human way. I wasn’t that human anymore. That sounds strange to say but I knew it was true. I lived from a different place now. My body worked differently. The human programming was exiting my body and I was in a state of in between.

****2026 Annette****Last night I dreamed I was in a new home. But there was no furniture in most of it. Then all of a sudden I remembered that I has never moved out of my old house. I had sold it to someone else but left all my stuff. I was not sure to go back and clean it out or leave it. This is the first intense dream I have had in months……****