My Ascension Dairy - Part 24
My Baby Growing, Timelines Shifting, Having To Say Goodbye
In my heart, I knew the day would come, when they would move away. When soul contracts would be fulfilled and I would move on to the next part of my journey. A new chapter would begin with more free time to devote to my work. Although my client base had grown slowly, challenging every aspect of my belief, it had grown. Even though I could not fully see the next phase, I could feel it forming. I had a massive attachment to my baby and I knew the time would come when it would be severed.
Even though the attachment has to go, it doesn’t mean the thing has to. I had to love him from another place. The place that had no expectations of the next moment with him. That was where I had to be and every night before I would go to sleep the same words were repeated. Universe, “be kind to me with him. Just be kind to me.” Imagining a day when he would not be knocking on my door or looking in the magic tree outside activated so much sadness. I knew the day was coming. How do you let a child go? They are no different than adults. They have chosen their parents and their experiences. I had to honor that. I had to honor him. It seemed my entire journey was marked with letting things go. Unfortunately, the time would come when that meant him too.
