Now I can’t write about the baby’s impact on my life without talking about his mother. We were were an odd coupling. When we first meet in 2015, we were casual neighbors. We normally had our interaction when a group of ladies would get together. That is not to say that we didn’t like it other. It had not been that instant soulmate connection. I didn’t even realize at the time what a huge impact she would have on my awakening process. She was a big soul contract and I had no idea till years later.
We had meet long before I had the realization that everyone was an aspect of me. Whether it be a conscious aspect or not. That is not saying she was not conscious. In one aspect, we all are. She was not on the wavelength that I was. We were in different spaces. Neither one really understanding the other one. When people talk about living in Unity Consciousness, I often wonder if they know what it means. Typically, we are not surrounded by people exactly like us. When we can find a way to respect and support each other with little in common, that is the key. Those are the moments we strive for.
If I said we had nothing in common, that would be an understatement. She had grown up street smart and my existence had been somewhat sheltered. But in the years after the baby was born we found a place to coexist. We would play out many roles in the span of four years. At one point, I felt like a sister, husband and mother. And if I asked her, I would imagine she would say the same thing. One thing was for sure, when the chips were down, she would be there. All you had to do was ask and she would do it. I would often joke, that is you needed someone to help you hide a body, she was the one to call.
In all seriousness, she taught me the core meaning of living in unity consciousness with another person. Although we didn’t live under the same roof. We lived close enough to where our lives did intertwine. What was our agreement? There were so many intracule parts to it. She would give me a child. I would experience motherhood because of her. My role was to assist with the care of the children, all three of them. I actually got to name the last child. It seemed like a fitting way to wrap up this chapter of our life.
When I finally got brave enough to cut up my credit cards she was there. Always willing to give whatever she had to get me through the tough spots. Sometime my universe would test my resolve, to see how serious I was with my journey. She was there when I was in a pinch. I never doubted that. She was the support system that I required in those years. We were the odd couple to say the least. Some people actually thought we were a couple who had adopted kids. We would laugh about that too. I guess to the casual observer it would have been out of the ordinary to see two people and three babies together all the time. We walked miles around that neighborhood and spent countless hours on the playground.
By 2019, I started to wonder what aspect she was of me. We were so different in our beliefs, deep down I knew the relationship would change. All of my other ones had. The more I transcended my core human programing; they had faded away. As more kids came, I did find myself seeing less of her. The baby and I would play outside while she tended to his siblings. I could see the writing on the wall but it would perplex me for a while. How could two people who were so different in vibration exist together. I knew the answer eventually was we would not be able to. Which aspect was she? I would find out quickly by the end of 2019.
****2026 Annette**** I will expand more on this relationship later and how it has shifted over the years. In human timelines, we would never had been in a relationship. Yes, this is a relationship. Everything we enter in during ascension is a relationships. They don’t have to be romantic to be relationships. That’s a human distortion we play in. They all matter. They all effect our energy field. No one is over another. These are the lessons we learn as we stumble through Ascension ****