My Ascension Diary - Part 10

I Transcend The Second Twin. Just In Time for My Third

What was I mourning? I didn’t even know. It was one more thing that didn’t work out. Even though at that point I had become a Usui Reiki Master and was more open than ever before, I was still in the matrix. I was open to my connection but not able to hold it. I thought I was so expansive but I was still in the very beginning phases of my journey. I hadn’t even scratched the surface. I had no idea how much human programming I had to work though. Funny how enlightened I thought I was. I was more open then I had ever been but my journey had so many miles to it.

We said we would stay in touch. Part of me knew that he would forget once the college reality started for him. He did forget. We tried to schedule phone calls but he would cancel them. Eventually, I stopped trying and he didn’t step up to the plate. In the end, I was disheartened. There was a part of me that thought we would be friends and occasional lovers.