My Ascension Diary - Part 20
I Felt My Universe Had Left Me Stranded With This Job.
This was a time in my life where I wanted to be accepted. I wanted to feel important. After my third twin left, I had the feeling that no one would ever want me. This job would energetically reflect that back at me. I only resonated with a few people there. I wasn’t part of any crowd, though I wanted to be. This was my universes way of stripping down my identities. I wasn’t supposed to validate myself through a title anymore. I had to find it within. The problem I had was there was so much sadness within. I didn’t like going inside.
As I progressed in my journey the job began to change. By the middle of 2015, I could work from home one day a week. That at least aided me with the driving issue. It also showed me I was moving into another phase. By the middle of 2016, I would be told to stay home for months at a time. I still had little to do but at least I didn’t have to drive there to do it.
Yes, I still got my full salary. In fact, I got bonuses. This pay check kept my financial bus rolling. My ego hated all the alone time. I felt isolated from the world. But this job supported me as I went through my deepest clearings. It was as if I had a husband to support me while I lost my mind. I felt many times like I had lost my mind.
