My Ascension Diary - Part 22

My Universe Would Bring Me Opportunities. Even if I didn't see them that way.

2026 Annette*** Before I go to 2020, there are a few more plots to my story that need to be told. This is a non linear story. Enjoy the ride!****

Whenever I felt the urge to go somewhere, I would meet someone that could use my assistance. Sometimes I would sit at a bar and wait for whoever was “suppose to” show up. I would think of these moments as honoring my soul agreements. It never failed. The person that I would meet was having an issue that I could assist with. I would meet people who were writing dream books, coping with a loss or in need of a friend. It didn’t matter what they required. I was there to assist. That was what I had agreed to do.

These random meetings meant so much to me. It would show me I was on the right path. It would give me practice with my session work and decoding other’s realities. It would also show me something about myself. It felt like my service work. I knew my universe wanted to see what I would do. Would I come from my highest place every time without wanting anything in return? Would I take the opportunity? It didn’t matter the form it came in; it was an opportunity to expand awareness. Sometimes it was to show kindness to someone. It was also me paying down my karmic debt.

In my early days, when I was first learning Reiki, I would take volunteers into conference rooms. I would practice my energy work while they laid on the floor. It didn’t matter that I was not getting paid. It was a way for me to practice. They were test cases for me. Every time I felt it was time to practice, a co-worker would magically appear.

I had to say yes to every opportunity that was presented to me. I did not turn down anything. It didn’t matter if I sit at a bar for three hours discussing the benefits of the dream state. That was my work day. That was what I was here to do. I could not tell my universe I was ready to be in service to people and then turn them away, because it did not look the way I wanted it too. That would be me closing a door. I learned after a while that you never knew where that door would lead.

It seemed that once I got really good at one thing, a new opportunity would present. Even though I had written workshops in 2017, I didn’t really start doing them till 2019. But that didn’t matter. I had the opportunity to share information and that was what I would do. It didn’t matter how many people showed up or how far I had to drive. I would remove those limits.

It also showed me the humanness of others. Some people would recognize the time and energy I was putting in. Others did not. Some people would put no value on the things I was doing. I started to see that many people did not value their soul. I witnessed people spending thousands of dollars on homes, trips and cars but baulk at paying me. I could not judge it. I use to be the same way. They were old aspects of me.

These interactions taught me how to respect myself. I would be willing to show up and give everything I had. But if I kept showing up and the others in the reality were not then I would close it out. I would never ask anyone to do anything. I would look at the work I was putting in and the energy behind it. Was I doing it out of obligation? Did I fear they would judge me if I stopped? If I allowed these realities to continue, that was my lack energy. I was not respecting myself. That also meant I was not coming from my purist place inside.

It was almost like a simulation ride. Time and time again I would be faced with the same energy. What would I do this time? How long would I let this go on? I got good at cutting things off the moment they were out of alignment. I would give my entire self to the interaction and then I would close it out. If the other people in the reality were not willing to do the same, then there was no reality. I was over the process of having to participate in lopsided realities. I would not carry then anymore. That was no longer the phase I was in.

Now in one perspective I was carrying them. From anther perspective, I was gaining experience that would prove useful down the road. In some ways, it was a two-sided coin. I was able to practice my craft and understand the energy of the exchange. Once I identifying the energy of the exchange, the rest was easy. That included my energy also.

There were times I would go into an exchange and want something. I had an expectation about how something was going to be. Then I would get angry when it did not go that way. Taking a long look at myself and not judging was an adventure in itself.

2026 Annette ****Prior to 2020, most of the gifts my universe gave were access. I was unlocking information from the inside. I would wake up in the morning, franticly looking for a pen to write down the information coming through. It was a time I did Reiki at hospitals and tried to find ways to help people. That was my service work at that moment. As I look back on the years prior to 2020, I was surprised and not surprised. I did not know how hard the journey of alignment would be. But in a weird way I knew I was on target and on path. Even on the days, I drew all day.

Honestly, in those moments I was shifting things toward my soul but not aligning them yet. That would come later. I have one more major moment. The one that changed everything. The one part of Early Ascension I would look back on and be so grateful for. The one part that didn’t feel rough. The biggest gift of all.

My Universe brought me a child. My son was born in 2016. He was the best reality I ever created. Even back then, I knew it. ****