From 2010 to 2020 I lived in a lively town center. It was not lively by New York City standards but it kept me connected to the world. I lived by myself and I had limited interaction with the outside world. That would change as I went through different process and phases but even on busy years, my life would seem devoid of connections to the casual observer. There were times that I wanted a connection. The issue that I would run into was, most people I could only handle for short period of time. It took a while before my energy field was strong enough to increase my outside activities.
That is not to say that I didn’t get outside. I did. There was a loop around my community that by the end on 2019, I would imagine I had walked five thousand times. In deep clearing years, I would walk it five times a day. In those days, I didn’t want to be the house by myself. I was not at the point to do that and embrace that space. I would escape outside. It would clear my head. I didn’t realize at the time that nature was raising my vibration and getting me through those tough days.
