*****2026 Annette***** I decided to leave the names here. They deserve the respect and recognition for the parts of me they awakened ******
I would be taught that teachers could not stay forever. It was the hierarchy game that someone was “more than” I was. They started showing up around 2013. I was subconsciously sending out my clarion call. My field was saying “tick tock, it is time to wake up!”
They would find me. I would find them. They had an awakening contract to honor. It never failed when I needed a teacher my universe would deliver one to my door. One way or the other.
I had so many in my early years. My Reiki teacher, Deyann Davis. My dream space teacher, Robert Moss. My ascension teacher Lisa Transcendence Brown. It didn’t matter if I knew them personally or listened to their class on line. They and so many more answered my call when I needed a teacher to come forth. I never needed to worry about one showing up. My issue came when it was time to let them go.
Teachers and our ascension process are aligned for different phases of our journey. They are there until they teach us all they can. Then we go on to the next one. The one that will expand us even more. But there is a time when we find that they all have to go. Especially, when we look at them as knowing more then we do. Now, in a way they do.
They are here to show us through their own insights. But there will come a time when we go forward without anyone else. We can no longer look to someone else for guidance or direction. We have to take full ownership of what we are doing. We have to be accountable for what we are creating. It can be a lonely time. It can be a scary time. But it is a very necessary time.
I started to see that I would put someone else’s opinion above mine. It was as if they knew more then I did. That was when the energy became distorted. I was no longer a student. I was looking to someone else for the answer not looking for the answer within myself. That was when the teacher had to go. That was normally also when I would see that the teacher had “stuff” going on like me.
Sometimes my universe would deactivate some of my memberships to different online consciousness groups. That was another sign that I had to go my own way. It was time for me to stop looking to other people for answers and look at myself.
I must admit. I was scared to do that
****2026 Annette***** When I wrote this in 2019 my human life was crumbling and all my teachers had been removed. One had passed away and the others I could no longer pay for community membership. My universe had removed the money for teachers.
Now, I could have contacted my teachers and asked to pay them later when my situation improved. I had learned one thing during those years. When the money was not there it was not aligned. Stop clinging to it. Plus, I could not promise money I did not have. In those years, I felt I would never see money again.
I had to go that part alone. I was clearing so much guilt and shame. Some days I would blame them for the spot I was in. They sent me down this path and now I was on my own. I might have been angry about that. I think I was.
Now, I understand the reason no one could be around at that time. I had to navigate the rapids alone. Well not alone. I had my universe to guide me. Me and my universe were going to keep going and hold it down.
At this point, I have returned to one of my teachers. But now the relationship is a “guide.” Humans have teachers. There is a respect given that is needed in those years. Soul’s have guides. Once I could understand the difference and I trusted my own guidance over all else, they could return.