Dreams were a major part of my journey. Even in the early years, I started writing them down. At that time, I was still looking at them scientifically. I would look up dream symbols and try to relate to what someone else said they meant. That phase lasted for a few years. Then as I progressed in my Reiki training my dreams started to be more clairvoyant. I was seeing things before they were happening. Sometimes they would serve as a warning before one of my realities would collapse. I knew my third twin was leaving in the dream world, months before he existed my physical reality.
But there came a point where I felt my dream world was stagnant. I had reached a certain place and I knew there was more. That is when my universe brought me a dream teacher, Robert Moss. For those readers who have never heard of Robert Moss I highly suggest looking into his work. I invested my energy into a year of his teachings and it expanded my dream state massively. He would say, if you want to know something then ask the question before you go to sleep.
That was a teaching I passed down to my students. It seemed like a simple answer. It was a simple answer. All I had to do was want the knowledge. Then it would appear in one form or another. It might be in my dream state. It might be in my waking state but it would be there. License plates, songs on the radio and words on vehicles were my road map for a long time. I was opening up. My vibration was expanding and I was able to see more in my dream state. At the time, I was still in a linear state of mind, my dream interpretation was a challenge.
Robert Moss was the first person that said throw away the dream dictionaries. It didn’t matter what someone else’s interpretation was. All that matter was how I felt about the dream. What was the energy of the dream? My entire world changed when I embraced my dream state. I must admit I viewed it different in those days. I utilized it to look at present situations and past situations. I was limited in my view of it. I was still searching for something. It didn’t seem to matter that I was doing it in the dream state or in the waking state. It was still a needy energy to it. It seemed that I wanted to know when the next thing would come into my life. Although I was more open, I was still not utilizing it from my purist place.
Then as I went through my accelerated expansion 2016 – 2019 my dream world became unlimited. I realized that everything I saw was real. There was no past, present or future. It was all now. It was all happening simultaneously. In my dream world, I had access to all the futures that were possible. I had to reach the vibration of where they were. The bigger ones would take years to anchor into this reality. But they gave me a purpose. They gave me a direction. I was able to utilize my space more then before.
I could clear timelines that were in the way of the ones I wanted to experience. Sometimes I would go weeks and not dream anything at all. I always knew those were the bigger clearing times. My mind would get to wrapped up in the dreams. It was best sometimes, that I didn’t see the ones that were extremely distorted.
It was the dream world where I glimpsed timelines that would come to pass and the ones that would not. Some I would clear in my dream state, bypassing the experience. ***2026 Annette - I deleted sections here because what I thought were future timelines were clearing states. I see now they were not aligned to my highest timelines. I was clearing them out of the way. Not teeing up the reality to occur. Sometimes, in the middle of it, we grab on to what our ego wants to happen. Not seeing the many reasons we will be skipping certain realities till later.*****
I would like to mention that seeing so much potential in timelines and then not seeing them materialize was a challenge for my human. I wanted all of my dream partners to see what I could see. I wanted them to understand all the amazing things we could accomplish. I found that most were not ready for that. It would cause me to “carry the water” in many relationships. I wanted to be there, so when they were ready the realities could come in. Honestly, in 99% of the relationships I would cut my losses and move on.
I tried to hard sometimes to anchor in the realities. Most were not ready and the timing was not right. That was the most frustrating part for me. In fairness, I could say that I was not fully ready either. I would focus to much on it having to be a certain way. I would violate my own dream code. I would get lost in what I wanted it to be, not what I was “seeing” in my dreams.
I needed to focus more on the energy of the dream. The energy of the partnerships I would see while sleeping. That was the important part. If I was not in the energy of my dream self then the reality could not arrive here. I had to focus on that. I had to focus my energy and my agenda. As much as I hated to admit it, even in 2019 I still had agenda. Its not that the agenda was distorted. I wanted to be service to humanity. I wanted to assist people. I still wanted it to be a certain way, not opening up to other possibilities was my Achilles Heel.
Even though it was frustrating, I did my best to clear the attachment energy I had around realties. I would see them when I was sleeping and say to myself, “show me how to bring that in.” Then I would do what I was shown. Normally, it was never linear. I might be shown to go sit on the beach or get my makeup done. Mostly, it was about getting my vibration up and clearing the fear I had around those realities.
We can say we want certain things but working though our programming to get there is a mastery skill.
****2026 Annette - WOW! I had to proof this one multiple times to make sure it was coherent (still not sure it is!) I feel I wrote this in my dream state. Looking back on this entry I will say one thing, I dreamed over 100 times about my last twin and the realities we had in different dimensions. To date, none of those materialized here. Most of that reality I cleared in my dream state. Yes, I had to experience some of it but my issue was reading to much into the dreams.
They played out the same way. The energy was always correct. But my human would "read between lines” that were not there, trying to make it be something else. Trying to make it human. Dreams are endeavors of the soul. Remember that.
Some things don’t happen in this reality because we play them out somewhere else. It may seem like a missed opportunity but it is not. It was a gift another you “played it out!” Thank them!!