What was my relationship with the word Ascension? It was a question I would ask myself as I walked down that road. Technically, we were all here to ascend our consciousness. That was the purpose of being here. We wanted to clear karma and expand our awareness. But for me it was bigger than that. The deeper I went inside it seemed that expanding my awareness was not enough. Or perhaps I should say that it was never enough.
The deeper inside I went, the more I strived for. By 2019, I didn’t just want to live on New Earth or in the 5th dimension (words that were used to describe the ascension process.) I wanted to be in the 8th dimension and 12th dimension. I wanted to fully embody my higher aspects and transcend my human programing. I understood that not everyone had that roadmap. Many people still wanted to live out their human experience. There was a part of me that wanted the safe road too. But once I could see through the illusions of this physical reality, it was impossible. The safe road was an illusion. The human experience wasn’t safe.
